same situations.

Why do I keep ending up in the SAME situation? Even though every moment has infinite possibility and the probability is reset so that anything could happen in any given moment totally separate from the moment before it, despite all of the infinite possibilities, why in quantum mechanics do I end up in the SAME EXACT situtation: BROKE! Sit on your couch watch tv all day dead to the fuqn world broke! Can't pay for gas so I'll have to pass face ass broke! Eat @ the parent's crib cuz I can't afford food lame ass broke! Wtf?! Its not like I don't have a job with benefits and a steady income. Its not like bills don't get paid, but why do I keep ending up broke? I party too much. Living every other paycheck to every other paycheck. Its every other cuz 1st of the month always goes to rent, which always leaves me 1/2 broke. Rent is like a bad ass female with a fat ass in some tight ass jeans, see it looks good at first, but after them jeans come off its all sloppy and shit, with indentions, shit is just wobbly and disgusting, fuqn whack if you ask me, but basically its got you all fucked up! Like damn, you'll put them jeans back on? So every other paycheck its party. Party party party let's all get wasted. Its good while you're high & feeling good. But when you come down & wake up the next morning, look where you are, back in the same fuqn situation all over again, pissed off you were ever there and even pissier cuz you're there again. So its kind of like what einstein said, we can't keep doing the same things expecting different results, that's madness. I gotta do something different next time cuz this is driving me fuqn psycho!

Maybe I'll make some more goals for myself. I can save when I'm actually saving for something tangible and not just saving to be saving. Maybe I'll make a wish wall with everything I want on it to remind me what I'm saving for.

I gotta do something, I can't, I won't live like this! Un eck fuqn ceptable!