What Would You Say?

What would you say to God
For the debt of this life you've been given
In a world filled with pain you've inherited thirst in blood spilled for you?

Would you thank God
Or would you be angry?
Maybe more hurt God would do this to you that God would ever let you get away?

But why would you feel that way?

Open los ojos
Do you not see God is here
And that God is always with You
Because God is All That Is

Certainly My Everything
And me is so elusive
Subject to God's Will
Submissive to God's Purpose

Then beg the question
What does God Will
And what is God's Purpose?

Ask,
Open Heart,
God Reveal.

Love.
Love is My Answer.
Love for God.
Love for you.
Love for me.

GodPerson Documents pt.1

My intentions are good. Because I am not in control. But what do you let control you? Is it that which harms the body but pleases it? Or is it the one that preserves the body but is enduringly unpleasantry?

And how can I be a made maker, make my own experiences based on my own subjective, subconscious and conscious, Personal Desires and Personal Intentions and still be subject to Your Purpose and submissive to Your Will?

The Birth of GodPeople (and its varied conception)

I am in control. And I am not in control. Because I choose to not be in control. So I am not in control.

@ a quarter of a century.

God, do You want me to take control I am the maker of my moments all the pains all the joys manifestations of my Personal Self which thinks these experientials that which I experience?

Or is it that I should be not in control I give up power and my desire for that I give back that which has been given to me by You You are my Maker I am subject to Your Purpose?

@ a quarter of a century: to be a GodPerson. One who puts God before his or her Personal Self.

in homage of my dick

When it's soft coils up like a snake.
When it's hard , stands up stays straight!
Dick speak to me life's purpose!

every moment

Every moment is an if I die now.

who knew

The best feeling is not knowing.
The most fun is playing with my life.

itsstandard

When did different become a deformity?

My Personal Struggle With Being God

I've heard you say it before, you think you are God. But what keeps you from not crazy is you say I am God too. You say We are God. And I have thought this before, Everything is God, God is All That Is, we are embedments of its body infinite dimensional vision box The Universe is My Body kind of God. And That is Oneness and We are That.

But what can be said of the story of Satan and its still relevant ancient moral, if you should believe. Satan wanted to be God and was fallen because of it. Was it that Satan wanted to have the same power as God and they co-exist with like power? Or was it that Satan wanted God Power and wanted God dead so as to not have to share it? And God so endlessly giving why was not God willing to give up God Power God being so unattatched and in itself? But then this is inseparable God and God Power. Could God give up God Power and still be God? And if God did change if God gave up God Power, what would God become?

...later

desire to die part2

Do what makes you feel good. Live and die.

Yea right! What is this? Is it desire? Is it temptation? Descartesan demons?

But we are going for nondualism. No other. Heraclitus ups and downs. Rasha's one and only. Osho understandings. Egotistical Renard. One soul, one mind.

So what is this desire to die, as if there were fundamental good in achieving death?

distance from God

Are we all different distances from God? Are some closer than the farthers? Or are we all equidistant? Or should I say nondistant?

I really like this older chick. I'm not falling for her or anything like that, I just really dig the person she is. And it doesn't hurt she's sexier than a pin up to a straight man on death row. Who she is is who I'm really into though, but I would never tell her that, por supuesto, not until I know for sure she is into me like I'm into her. But its not even really like that, we're just cool. Sometimes though, I feel like I'm going to fuqn flip my shit when I feel like she's trying to talk over me, like down to me because of my age. I hate that. Hated it when I was younger, still do. That's why I always try to give kids the same respect I'd give an adult, and that is respect enough to not take for granted what they might have experienced or might know that I hadn't or didn't when I was their age. I do not think the same as my father did when he was 24, just like my nieces and nephews aren't thinking the same as I did when I was their age. They get older younger I swear. Younger people are more exposed than I ever was to things for some I've never even been exposed to. Still kids I know, but I don't take for granted the possibility they may know more than I'd think them to know if I did take the possibility for granted. It fuqn pisses me off though to be talked down to, like she knows better because she's older. And she usually does, but damnit sometimes she doesn't!

And that's when I want to say, shit ok you're older, but look at you and look at me we're in the same muthafuckn place the same distance from God nondistant from God or equidistant from God wanting to be there. And even then you don't know how bad I want to be there and that might have me closer than you! And even still, look how short you are, and how much taller I am, if it were up there then too I'd be closer than you! But I don't know what makes me closer if some are closer than the farthers. How do you know what makes you closer than me?
So really you have no reason talking down, none of us do.