what is true for me, right now? ill tell you...
it is true for me that when i do things for another person, with another person in mind... something doesnt work out, something goes wrong.
it is true for me that when i do things for god, with god in mind... it works out, things go right. somehow. even though i couldnt tell you all of what, all of who, more than a little of why, or any of how god is... i think i can tell you when and where god is. and maybe a little of what and who god is. and my explanation is heavy evidence i find in observation. evidence that reveals itself to me so that i might find. god is, i think, similar to what we call a personality, a kind of person... and the word god is, i think, just that, a word, that is a name, that is a signifier, that points to that personality behind it. it points, i think, to that kind of person it signifies. so when i try to do for god, i try to think to do for whatever is behind the name and to whomever that name points.
to communicate a little better, the idea of thinking of god as name and thinking to do for what and who is behind the name i think is similar to how we ought try and see person behind race, body shape, facial features, look, style, swagga, circumstance, and even choice. absurd! these are the attributes that make person! yes, id say so as well. in fact, i am saying that. but i am also saying i think ideal is to see person even behind personality, which, for now, i am saying is everything that makes you the person you are, which are those attributes, as ive said before, that make person. so since personality is found in person and revealed in action of person, this i think is evidence of person before personality. person that is there before action. person that is there where coming into being and being are only action. and i think there is something i ought love in that person that is before personality. there is something i think i ought love before considering who that person is and what that person has done. i think it is that i ought love the mysterious reason for person. maybe i ought love the mysterious purpose of that there is person! and that there is that person! and so also... i think i ought love what or who is behind person! i think i ought love what or who is behind that there is person! and what or who is behind that there is that person!
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